Sunday, December 20, 2009
sometimes, i told myself. actually i have alots of frenz care for me. and i really apprecriate it. aleast i have my bf is truly love me too. so i have to be positive, and everything will back to normal lifes. and lifes will getting better and better. :) jia you!! robin and kelly. :) smile
became a star to protect you
7:26 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Sat night.. everyone is clubbin, shopping, rounding, singing and ete.. me have to work like a mad dog.. fucking private sale.. damn tired.. and piss with some fucking ppl.. do mistake wanna push to others. feeling like quiting. if the pay is not attractive, i will not stay le.:( hai.. without him.. in my life.. no one i can share with and things does not goes well for me.. too :( why mus god make fun of us.. hai.. nowdays, don look forward to tml. and always feel like ended my life jus like this. i'm so selfish. i'm tired of everything, i feel tat i had been in this world 20 year le. but i had really learn wat is lifes, and this is lifes. hai.. :( so sad.meaninless life.:(
became a star to protect you
9:05 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
sorry reader, i did not mange to rearrange the photo. so i shall jus mention, where i go. :)
this is the 2 time i went bangkok, but this round is different. travel with my sis and avocado(bf) and me and dear. :)really enjoy. :)
alright shall pen down where did i go on the first day :)
day1 check in first house hotel, then head to platinum mall, pratuman market,panthip plaza, and during night time will be silom. :)
day2 in the morning we went, MBK,siam parogon., chinatown, then at night will be having celebation on my sis bf b day. :) me and dear surprise him with swensen ice cream cake. :) he was damn shock. :) hope u like it. :) as for my sis she surprise him with a mens bracelet, and a romance card. :)
day3 went snake farm, head to patimum mall again..and suan lam.. at night.. almost every night we are drinking.. coz the beer is super cheap. :) haha
day 4 is fall on the sat, and we went chatuchak.. yeah.. :) but damn hot weather.. :( but.. nice clothing. :) i miss the pineapple over there. :(
day 5 we are coming back to singapore. but due to some reason, stay over 1 more night again. :(
day6 we are coming back to sinagpore at night. so in the morning, i and dear went out ourselve, as my sis & his bf os still sleeping like a log pig. we went temple and dine ourselve at japanese resturant, mini steamboat. :) hee hee.. then department from bangkok, reach singapore at 1 am. :) damn happy..:) overall i really enjoy it. is only due to some reason.. :) but then is a reminising day for me :)
became a star to protect you
9:05 AM
Shall update something.. good.. :) dinner with xinyi at marina square. :) like to say a thk to her. for always by my side when i need help. thk alot.. my dear frenz. :)
became a star to protect you
9:00 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
My heart feeling so heavy now.. really miss him alot alot.. y mus god treat us like this.. its very painful.. i told myself to be strong.. but i really do not dare to face it. i can't sleep well and eat well too. y....... i don understand. every night i have to take medicine then i can sleep. feeling like crying out loud.. but i don have the courage to do. the pain is unbearable.. :( i really miss u.. i really hope on the 24 dec he will be fine. maybe take it as.. god piti me.. for letting him go. i don mind shorten my life to change u.. is truth. i'm going to break down soon.. or later.. forgive me if i do something silly. anw thk frenz for all the care & concern. esp those who always cal me.. and msg me.. :) and wanna thk my sis.. which trying very hard to bright up my day.. thk you.. love u so much.. :)
became a star to protect you
8:27 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009
This is the first time, when i wake up i can't c you.:( is only 1 day.. but feel tat is very hard to accept. u ask me to be strong, but i can't. i can't stop shedding my tear, when ever i saw our photo. or i thinking of ur face. i jus hope tat u can be strong too. no matter wat, i will wait for u.. i promise to be strong and live well. we will be back together soon. waiting ahead for the day :)
became a star to protect you
7:09 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Seriously.. i'm very worry right.. now. i can't eat well and sleep well. :( wat i can do is wait and pray hard. feeling really very sad. i need the support.
became a star to protect you
12:35 AM
bangkok airport
so shag.. only know how to post here and there.. 
dearest sis
coming back to singapore
sushi.. from bangkok, but don taste really nice.
my leg.. hee hee
pizza hut time..")
snake farm, i ask my dear, why u smile until so funny. he reply me and say, i very happy ma. cute right. cannot ta han him.:)
brave sis. i & dear run very far. haha
proud snake
eating time
love him
night time.. gathering.. :)
happy birthday avocado
fish spa.:)
suan lam.seafood time. :)
drink again. every where they go. they will drink.
naughter boy.
tuk tuk
outside the MBK
sizzler..
