Tuesday, December 8, 2009
My heart feeling so heavy now.. really miss him alot alot.. y mus god treat us like this.. its very painful.. i told myself to be strong.. but i really do not dare to face it. i can't sleep well and eat well too. y....... i don understand. every night i have to take medicine then i can sleep. feeling like crying out loud.. but i don have the courage to do. the pain is unbearable.. :( i really miss u.. i really hope on the 24 dec he will be fine. maybe take it as.. god piti me.. for letting him go. i don mind shorten my life to change u.. is truth. i'm going to break down soon.. or later.. forgive me if i do something silly. anw thk frenz for all the care & concern. esp those who always cal me.. and msg me.. :) and wanna thk my sis.. which trying very hard to bright up my day.. thk you.. love u so much.. :)
became a star to protect you
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